Jian and Me and Mark

Outside Taka Waiting for barney

Me Leo and Mark

Still waiting for the barney

Barney wit jian eating

After he finally arrive!

Why i call him barney? actually shit its big bird cause stacey bought him a big bird for his bdae LOL

The next day,

i became a tahliban fighter once again

i JUS have to follow my roots.

Actually its becos of a bad hair cut.

oMg a's made me lamer

Mark i caught u finally in sch doing it!!!

=D

Basically the past 2 days after A's is really fun!!

Stay up wit dan till 3 playing wiining 111111

Haven been blogging for so long. Well was very busy with A's and uncle and all that.
After tmr my months of mugging till 3-4am will cease !!! Dunno for how long but it will cease at least for awhile!
Slept at 4am doing MCQ's....damn sian

Anyway cant wait for tmr to be over, hav alr plan my activities for the next few days
Friday - Track BBq plus grandma hse
Sat - Suntec with track and maybe dota wit dan
Sun - Going to uncle's hse
Mon to Wed - Chalet with 220
Plus everyday starting wit yesterday gonna do my intensive training - run to macritchie from home (7 to 8km) then run 2times inside macritchie (10+km) maybe run home if i can still feel my legs.

Did tat yesterady except running back and i died. My knee starting to give me my old problem.
Hmm Dan wan2 start running wit me, LoL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many things to do so little time. Somehow noe i dun look forward for Ns.
Oh well

Oh ya Dan stayed over since Sat till today. He'll be coming back tmr. Oh and Mel the papers i'll go to his hse and take it wen his mum return home ya.

Mus watch tenacious D : Pick Of Destiny!!!

Woke up without you by my side
Had a dream last night
That u were in my arms so tight
Telling me not to let go no matter what

I whisperd in ur ears, promised u that I wont
But in the end, it was u, who let me go
I assured u that I’ll always be here
But in the end you were the one who walk away

If i could turn back time
I would turn It back to whet it was before
Just you and me, living in our own fantasies
Wen the sky was always blue and my life filled with ur kisses


Did not bother to finish it up.
I guess i was jus to lazy to do it.

Its 4.40am and i'm still mugging econs. Think i'll slp now.zzzz
Btw got a new Hp =D

I hate singhs!
Dun ask why!
Hahahaha

Anyway ytd wen out wit dan and we saw 3 impt ppl
1) Fiona Xie - He actually stalk her inside paragon
2) Paul 2 Hill - he was dotaing!!
3) Dan Ex gf current bF whose fav phrase is - i rather go thru bad times wit u then gd times wit some1 else
Dan is currently crying beside me

Crap i shld hav thInk of tat phrase and said it to viona man!! Then i'll think i wil still be attach now.

So ytd was a hectic day. Fell alslp at almost 6 mugging and talking!

Anyway we chatted abt our ex till we fall aslp and i realise some stuff.

The reason why i lose her was becos i was to afraid to lose her. So i grab hold on to her not wanting to lose her and like what they say " if u close ur hands so tighlty,the sands will flow out thru the holes in btwn the fingers" Its true.

I was afraid to lose her interest and all that. So i work so hard in my track and field to impress her. I jus wanna be better then those guys who liked her. LoL well i played guitar on my own interest but i alyways learn songs for her la. I did so many things but i did not realise tat it all do not matter. That at that time no matter what she will still love me for who i am. Even if i got last for my nationals Cross country ( LoL but i did not!!), i will still be the best to her. I was jus to clouded by the thought of wanting to be the best for her. In the end i lose it all.

I was so afraid to lose her then in the end i did lose her.
Well i realise that for u to hav a great and lasting relationship, u mus not be afraid to lose the person. I realise it way to late - ytd night.
Only wen u dun hav the stuff that u normally do, u will start to learn to appreciate it more.

Most ppl will tell me "aiyah first love! RAW NOOB!!"
but seriously i am sure viona wld agree wit me abt tis, that wat we had was truly special and unique. Not ur usual typical infactuation love bla bla bla. We could hav gone to 1 yr.

And i wld hav not choose a better girl to be my first gf wit =D
Lol all those reading this pls dun think horny stuff ah suckers! LoL!!

I think i've becum to the new camera i bought man. It is always wit me wenever i am!!

Oh well i really hope one day viona will come across tis blog and read all this. Jus so that she knows how i truly feel! Her next bf is so gonna be damn lucky!

Hey yasmin! fASTER GO LOSE 25KG BORAT WAITING FOR U ALR

Ok gp paper was kinda fuck up.

Been studying wit dan alot.
Haha.
Hey sry if i turn gay on u eH!! Hhahahaha Lac of Gf la.
LoL!!

Its fun and beneficial. And i am gonna stop chem for awhile

Life's Been pretty fuck up.
Dunno wat's wrong wit me or those ard me .

Oh well.