Mum asked me to clean up my room cause it was in a mess. Now its damn neat. While gg thru my old sutff, yes those kinda stuff i ....... anyway i found a poem that i wrote which she will nvr ever get to read cause i'll nvr get the chance to let her.

Here goes

I jus did not know what happen, i was jus not prepared for it
I was totally dampen, what was it that i did
I jus want to touch your face and say that everything will be ok
That it could be saved and that it will all be ok
I cant say goodbye, not now , not ever
Cause without you, i cant surive now and forever

Is there a chance? Is there something to hold onto
Is there hope? That you'll come back?
That you'll come lying beside me, holding my hands so tightly
Whispering to my ear , saytihg that you'll nvr ever leave

I'm here without you, and i really dunno what to do
I tried telling myself that i could make it, without you
But you are still on my mind and in my dreams
But i jus could'nt find myself in your heart anymore
You decided to turn your back on me
And left me alone bleeding

I think it was not completed and i guess it will nvr be. I took my secret stash and put everything in it and i closed it in a manner that it could nvr be open again. At least i had one last look at everything. It was nice and sweet and certainly lovely.
I guess u'll nvr ever get to read this but tis for u. Thx for everything u gave me a chance to know wat love is like.
Goodbye