I jus threw away my chances (assuming that i had some little chance) out of the fucking window.
I am fucking pissing off everyone around me and even myself.What the fuck is going on here.

I shld hav not send those fucking sms. But i jus had to let it out. I guess its over man. Whatever it was. I am really an idiot.

Here i am in my room on a sch day having a fuckin fever and a fucking flu which certainly is not making any thing better. Feeling damn lousy,stupid and full of regret. What shld i do now? I got no idea man. Fuck cant even contact Dan.

And u noe i had a nice dream. But i guess now, anything nice for me is only a dream. That's my life now.

Ok i go shoot myself now. Bye