He was super fierce but what he said did made sense.
Obviously he did

Now is not the time to get distracted of whatever that is happening ard me.
Certainly not now.
Stop following others.

Although it maybe ppl's fault, stop blaming. Why did i let it happen? Its my fault. Firstly like wat he said, i choose the wrong kind of ppl to mix with and in the end its my downfall. Is it their fault? no mine cause i choose it to be like this.

For trusting and believing those who i shld not. Life suck and i aint gonna jus sit down here and sulk tat is does. Make the best out of the fucking situation. No one in this world gonna help u wen u are really in deep shit, only ur family but not those who u call frens.

All this while i've been doing things to pls others, help others, be there for them or whatever, u name it. Fuck and in the end i guess this bullshit and crap.

Its time to think for myself for once. No one is gonna live my life, its me. If i fail i suffer, not them. If i do well then i enjoy.