Dunno how long more this gonna go on.

I woke up in the morning with a fucking headache. My body felt hot. I did not want to go to sch but i jus wanted to. Dunno why.

So ya here's a gr8 start to a gr8 day.
I miss my bus
I tot i was gg to be late

Nvm at least i get my daily dosage of crap and bullshit from sunesh and gang. At least i hav something to look forward to - 10mins of pure laughter.

Wen to class. Ms Lim came to me with this aura around her. Somehow giving me this feeling that i am in deep shit for something that i cant remember doing.
She came to me and said "where were u ytd!" I WAS SICK U BITCH! FUCKING DUMBASS!
"I wan a mc" "Why didnt u attend econs lecture?" "I WAS SICK!" some ppl jus dun get it.
I dunno what's her problem.

Then she start scolding me again. Cause of my friend. FUCK U BITCH! ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT RIGHT AND THERE U ARE BLAMING ME AND VENTING UR ANGER AND FRUSTRATION ON ME! FUCK OFF!
i am really getting sick of this man.

Then she burst out from the class fuming mad or crying i dunno. Every1 look at me as if i did something wrong. Fuck It. Thx for making my day even better.

Did some work but jus could not concentrate so i left off. Jus walking alone until i decided to find edwin. Wanted to go lib but i dunno why but i jus did not wan2 bump into her. I use to look forward to it. Now i dunno anymore.

Mona at least made my life easier. Although i hate her. Thx. I am sincere.
It started raining - meaning my journey to the mosque later would be....Haiz
Dunno wat else could go wrong.

Nvm i met up with yasmin cause i wanted her to cheer me up. HAahahaha!! U did a gr8 job! thx!!
She wanted me to company her repair her Hp. den on the way there she sms me "I forgot to bring my hp" WTH RIGHT!! I STARETED LAUGHING LIKE MAD AND PPL ALL STARTED TO STARE!!!

Anyway i say so many of my cjc frens. Ian and Alvin. Yishun. Zun Chen. SueJeann. It was nice. Esp my odac senoirs. Talking to dem make me realise tat there are ppl who care. Even though i was there for only 3mths. Haiz. If only.
I was hoping i saw her....but oh well. Guess i'll nvr see her again.

The outing was fun and funny! But then reality came back.

This year hari raya would be so diff. Its jus celebrating for the sake of celebrating. I dunno why the fuck mus this happen to me now. All of this. I also shld hav not fallen again. The second time i really felt strongly. But....oh well. FUCK IT!

You know why there are ppl who are happy, who are successfull? Because they dun give a fuck abt those ard them. They fucking care for themselves only. My brother did tat and he is doing well although now his gf is like holding a grudge against him. At least he has some1 to care for. Dun lost it fucker, treat ur gf nice! let me teach u.

So now i've decided. FUCK everybody else. Like wat yasmin said. ppl are evil, they are only out there to hurt others. So u noe wat. Dun expect that same old khai anymore. If others can do it. So can i. The hurting stops wen u stop caring. To bad. That's life. i learn it thru the hard way.

Now leave me alone.