Things at home getting more hectic. Not hectic as in bz but more problem are starting to arise or shld i say problems tat is surfacing because the "ground has worn out " alr.

My grandparents are getting a divorce. Yes my grandparents, not my parents ok.
I think my grandad is a really fucker. and i think he shld really get it from some1 man, i dun mind being that person. Go up to his face one day and shout fuck off and give him a punch
then i'll walk away. Doubt he can do anything to me.

I dun wan2 get down to details on wat he did but my grandma deserve some1 so much better man. i mean it. lots lots lots lots better.

You know wen u get married with some1. The courtship shld not jus stop there. U shld always keep it going so that the relationship wont go stale,boring. u shld not go find other means of satisfaction such as having an affair, getting blowjobs or paid sex to get excited.

U shld always keep the candle burning bright, it may flicker once in awhile but nvr let it die off.
I think i'll go kill him now

I thought that you'd be loving me.
I thought you were the one who'd stay forever
But now forever's come and gone
And I'm still here alone.
'Cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart

I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds around me
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you,
it was you who made my blue eyes blue.

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
I thought that I'd be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heaven's gone away
And I'm out in the cold.
'Cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldn't see it,
I guess I couldn't see it till I saw goodbye.

Chorus

'Cause you were only playing
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you

Chorus

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I think i'm becoming into a nocturnal creature soon. Been slping at ard 3am and waking up at 11.
Oh well ytd was fun
Met up wit weijie mel rach and sufy and we jam
Weijie bass is gr8
Rach voice is nice. LoL I've been saying tat like lots of time
Mel drum is gr8 to
Played for 1.30hrs
Tribute to red hot chilli peppers

After tat i wen to granny hse and we all wen to watch fireworks but ya in the car.LoL
Then had ice cream at ben and jerry and we got stuck in a jam on the way back.

Most prolly will be gg again today.
Hey dan the other day at my place rmb the bet, i think i dun dare.
This time if i do, my balls will drop and nvr ever come back


i'm so bored.....

Yes a proper one finally.

Ok life hasnt been like a rainbow for me
Frenship gone wrong man. Dunno wat's happening to him.
U dun hav to seek to isolation cause u broke up with ur ger. Its jus damn stupid
And to be angry with me for joining track. That is even more stupid.

Haiz, 5guysandamidget - gone. At least it was longer then a year huh.
Anyway me mel weijie sufy and rach gonna perform in sch most prob on tchers day.
I jus hope i dun screw up or else the muscle man gonna let me taste his lean meat.

Today was nat day, had track and field and wooohooo RODNEY GOT FIRST!! FIRST HOUSE OVERALL!!! HAHAHAHA
Trackers rock!! Had lunch with them and chit chat awhile. Met up with inlay and we chat awhile.
Wen home and slp and i jus got back from a movie wit bro. See no evil is a must watch show for all those who love brutal and gruesome stuff. LoL. I strongly recommend u all =D
Anyway cant wait for the chalet then we gonna hav. I'll ensure a gay time for all

Anyway i dunno what i am feeling. I know its not right but i jus cant help it. Like wat edwin always tell me. Follow ur feelings. Dun deny them. and i use to say to him "bullshit, STFU"
hahaha. But now i jus dunno. argh!!!!!!

Well i'm gonna stay up late tonite. Watch another movie later but at home and then mug till maybe 4 or 5. Dan say he wanna come over tmr. but i think he'll prolly end up waking up at 4pm. So ya.

LoL, i feel gd at the other hand, cause i think i am totally over viona. U wanna noe y? Ask me?! =D

Well i've been missing for quite sometime!
Well lots has happen
Will blog more tonight
For now i jus wan2 say tat some1 jus called me joekim!Hahahaha

And i'm feeling fark up right now
cause i am feeling something that i noe i shuld not
cause its jus wrong..
but i cant stop the feeling i suppose.

I think i'll jus shoot myself