Maybe a long one.
Right now i am pondering if i shld say hi to her. My hands are so damn itchy to click her name and type "hi!" argh!!!!!!

Hahaha
Anyway on a "heavier" note been doing lots of thinking. So maybe i'll "pen" it down here online.LoL

Regrets,
i think i have been living with many regrets and "wat if" in my life.
Wan2 stop tat and i dunno, do more stuff i suppose?
I could have made things so much better and salvage so much more if only i hav done some things. Yes, If.

Sometimes b4 i sleep, i'll think abt the things that i shld have done. Like on that unfateful day when she left. If i could turn back time, to 11am on the 1st of may tis yr. I would hav surely not left in anger and jus walk away and let her take the lift up. Cause wen i did tat, it was all over. I would hav did otherwise.

If i could turn back time, i would be in cjc right now. and who knows maybe some1 impt there. If i could, i would. I would not put sajc as my 1st choice.

If only i would not be so bad in school, i would not hav cause so much problems for my mum.
Now she is always sick.

If if if. What a farking depressing word man.
Life would hav been so much greater for me if i had done the stuff i shld hav done
But maybe there is a reason for evrything. Maybe huh.

Btw i spoke to her but she aint replying....oh wells.At least i did and i wont be saying an IF tonite!Woohoo.

Btw pat and me had a to go a gr8 deal of trouble jus to hand in mizuno wave run form.
Leo suggested tat i copy zijian idea and put pokemon pic as my display pic.............