Yes i do.
To both the germans and the smart argentina manager.
Wish farker wld be satisfied wit 1 goal and be comfortable with it and decide to sub all the attacking players like crespo and rodreguez for cruz and cambiasso. WAT a smart move. Deserve to be awarded the best move award man.

Well yes i cried. Argentina is a gr8 team but haiz mishaps and misfortune happens. Keeper got injured and another keeper who i nvr see b4 got sub in and played a very very pathetic game. Most of the dives he made for the penelty was the opposide side.

I am lost for words.

On a softer note, i bought a ball today and palyed soccer in sch which resulted me to die during traning.
Shit match start alr! will do a proper post soon ya

Yes wanted to post the pics we took ytd but the file is to big even after i compress it..
Crap..

Bio jus finish and i guess the paper was manageable. Wen home straight today, something new.Hahaha

Tmr no sch but i guess i'll be out. Still got to mug later. Gonna dota soon! Bye!

I need help - i still dream of her every night...

Yes its finally gg to be over. No not my common test but World Cup! Man life is so gonna be damn bored and dull and empty without soccer.
anyway thx to argentina france spain and all the other teams my ct is screwed! But nvm i hav a plan coming up right after my common test! Wan2 noe? Nudge me!

Well actually chem and econs if i studied i cld hav done it!

Anywy today's edwin's bdae so ya HAPPY BIRTHEDAY GAY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I and Rod shop ard town for an hr or so jus to find u a perfect shirt that suits u and ur personality and ur love for football. Yes football

We played dota, yes 1 day b4 my bio paper we played dota..... hahaha

Anyway i took pictures with a coooooll camera! will upload it soon!

Hey tik shld i buy the speaker or buy the 18 things for tat *ahem*

Crespo cld have made it 2-1 straightaway

Nice boots. - germans

Yes tis 2 teams wld meet on 30th june....

I slept at 5 plus ytd cause i had no test today but i still slept another 4hrs cause i stil felt tired.Dead for chem.

This world cup better be worth it

Italy was not as gd as the aussie and farking hell tat stupid diver..WTF man 93mins he scored.
I cried not cause i lost but because of how the aussie would have felt.

Ukraine game was kinda boring..0-0 and penelty.
Crap ukraine suddenly shine in this match but swiss played good.

Anyway saw viona nick and haha i jus realise that for today's game we are total rivals, not tat we are talking anyway.LoL.
Spain and Ghana do me proud. But ghana if can hold on to a 0-0 till half time i am alr happy.
Brazil getting to cocky man.

Chem time. Chaoz

Yes there is an "s" on my holiday cause after today, no more playing no more crapping no more nonsense and all that. Its time to put things aside and go kick ass in studies! Yes i am actually saying that and i mean it. Got to do tis last lap well. Screw all the stuff that has been pulling me down, u all noe wat i mean.

Ytd was out the whole day and i did manage to study here and there. Yes litterally here and there. in the bus included. LoL. Finally book my driving test. Woohoo it will be maybe abt a yr till i get my license. I dunno.

Watch soccer and i fell alseep at the 60thmin of the argentina game and i woke upp at 5.10am on the floor....

Tmr is econs and i am so dead man. Crap. hahaha. Thx to edwin and tik they made me play dota till 3.05am ytd.haahahha. Freaks! Ok den i think i am gonna go off soon alr. Will blog soon again

Btw had another dream of her again...got to stop it man. Its jus driving me mad

After chatting on the phone till 3.30am i did tis....













Then i got addicted and did tis

Then i saw my old memories and i did tis

Then it was alr so late so i did this final pic

Then it was 4am and i studied till 5am and i sleep and woke up at 10.30....i am deadd

I think the show is hilarious.
TOday i woke up late, meaning i miss traning.
Met up wit yasmin and studied at macs from 3 to 7.
Man she is so _______. Yasmin if u are reading tis u noe wat i mean.hahaha
Her fren say she can ______.
i dunwan say alr. Anyway all the best for u test ya.

Hmm i realise tat i am left with only 2 days of holidays meaning 2 days of mugging. Which means i am screwed.haha
Holiday was fun and fruitfull. I think. But it was to fast. Jus to fast. Did enuf revision but i nth is enuf.

I am now cracking my mind to do some photo editing..

U noe if some1 ask u to collect as much sand wit ur hands only, u shld not close ur hands to tightly cause the sands will pour out of the holes in btwn each figure. Well something like tat.

Well it works in relationship. I was to afraid of losing viona cause she spends so much time with odac and i tot tat one day she will think i am not impt and leave me, so i hold her tighter not wanting her to let go cause i love her so much.

Well guys dun do tat, like the sand, she wen away. I learn my mistake and if i cld turn back time.
Well if huh.

Jus a tot.

Ok i slept at 5am watching a goal-less game btwn holland and argentina. It was actually suppose to be an exciting game and although i HAd training and got home at almost 7pm i still watch it.
It turn out to be an ok game which i think shld not been given priority to my sleep. Well ppl make mistakes.

Woke up late again and luckily thx to danial call, i woke up at 9.30 if not he'll be waiting for me at bugis until well until i wake up.hahaha
Wen to buy tickets for the movie and we studied at bk and had breakfast there. Tok crap and studied. Well i studied while he was busy smsing.

Then we dota and kick tis ppl ass who ask for a 2v2 game.LoL. Sid is next man. Hey bro better train up for sid's match cause i think u need lots of traning cause at the rate u are playing......LoL.

Then we catch e movie which was so damn hilarious but stupid to. Ok it was my 1st time watching movie at shaw bugis and really it sucks. PPL DUN WASTE UR MONEY WATCHING MOVIE THERE! I am serious. The seats were like very low(i'm alr so short) and was kinda uncomfortable.

After that we continued studying at bk till almost 7 while tat mofo read his comic until finish. He can still claim he studied for 4hrs.Hahaha.
Then we shop ard for his bro bdae present and after walking like abt 30mins he decided not to buy anything.
Oh and tat mofo again brought me to arab street there to buy balloons. Yes the rubber thingy which u blow into and it will expand and rise up to the air till it blow unless u hold it. hE bought 20,10 purple 10 white. Gay combo, suits him =D.

Then walk to dunno where to look at the "seezah" thingy. Its damn cool. Mus try it out. It like smoking halal pot!hahaha. Cause its only flavoured water vapour i suppose. haha. No nicotine all those crap. Did not try but most prob will after mid's.

Got home at almost 9 and i'm damn tireeed.Gonna continue mugging. Chao
Yasmin thx for reminding me tat i am left with 132 days........... my balls are starting to shake.LoL tat did not sound rite...

HAHAHAHA TIS IS DAN! HE LOOK RETARDED BUT CUTE

Dan thx for the tok and i finally realise it. Cant wait to go out wit u to study and hang ard tmr btw.

I am gonna type it here cause i noe here is where viona wont come and visit.
Anyway viona (although she wont be reading tis) i am truly sry and i dun expect u to read tis but maybe one day u will.

Anyway i realise tat i was being a selfish jerk to her. I was the one who supported her to be the VP but in the end i did not.I alway say i understand her responsibility and her job as a vp, yes i do noe it, but i still wanted her to be with me and spend time with me and all that. That strain her and it tore her into 2. What she wanted and wat she needed to do. I shld hav put myself in her position. I was wrong. For tat i apologise. I shld have been more understanding but i noe i was super caring and nice and sweet and wonderful and hahahah (trying to cover up my biggest flaw here!) .

I shld have listen, not only with my ears, but with my heart. I learn something today. Dan thx man. Tmr gonna hav a gay brotherly time with u.
Btw if i cld turn back the past i'll do something - not ask her to be the VP! wahahahahahaha!

But hey i did not regret anything!
Weeeeeeeeeeee

yOu cant see it exactly but its meaningful. tis guy here is my big gay brudder. My consultant, my advisor, watever u wan2 call him. Love him alot.


Fray - dan my 2 v 2 partner says:
lol
Half time. says:
what the fck!
Half time. says:
i tell him
Half time. says:
to leave me alone!!
Fray - dan my 2 v 2 partner says:
HAHAHH
Fray - dan my 2 v 2 partner says:
hahahahahahahhah!!!!
Half time. says:
he dun understand english isit???
Fray - dan my 2 v 2 partner says:
hahahahaha
Half time. says:
yahz
Half time. says:
u get what im trying to say
Half time. says:
haha

Woke up late,haha actually i did not i woke up at 9am actually and then i jus wen back to slp. so technically i nvr wake up latAnyway met up wit him at 10.30 at bugis and that MOFO was late, 3mins = 180sec. mf!

Hahaha

Then made our way to macs had breakfast and studied.
And!!!! my psp can finally access the net!! Damn fun! wen msn on psp!
LoL

Studied till 1.30 then we played dota! We both rock! ahahah we played against clan and we kick ass! SandKing + Lion = Godlike!

Anyway after tat change my new pair of jeans cause the sensor thingy was still there...felt damn stupid man.hahaha

Then we had lunch at 4pm wit his fren too and i left at ard 5plus.tired.

Was fun and productive to. Said that he will be treating me to some show and i doubt he will.
Chaoz

Wen out to study wit tik and sufy today. Studied for 2hrs plus then we walk ard. Had lunch and i wen off to meet mum to upgrade my hp and to buy jeans!
Got it at topman then wen home at ard 7plus. Damn tired. Watch soccer and will be watching again!

Btw the pic has no link to wat i'm saying! but i wan2 be like aimar cause he is short and he is not tat muscular plus he is way cool ! Pro tooo!

No dun be...
no point

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to doWhat have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

hahahaha i look so damn freaking tan.

Tis is a candid shot!

wen out wit family and br's gf whole day will blog abt it some other day.Gtg to gombak soon for competition.Cya

I miss this....will it ever come back?

My bro's! but Dan is missing.lol

Leo is hot...

Tis looks gay. Btw the ref shirt gal/guy is hot =D.
I love tik nips tat is y my hands are there

AUSSIE!!!!!!!!! GIVE ME SOME LOVE

I look retarded. seriously

They are drunk!!

Ok and so i woke up wit a terrible headache!
So i slepy till 6pm and wen i woke up mum ask me go to my aunt hse to visit her and i ended up watching soccer there! TOGO ROX!.lol.

Got home almost 12 and watch the next match and after tat i had to slp. was to tired.

Ok so i woke up at 8.30(slept for 5hrs) and got dress and wen to bugis to study wit leonard who was farking late again!

We studied at nat lib but in the end we ended up talking abt our ex.hahaha. Man nat lib has lots of memories! Cant forget it!

Anyway captain sms us saying trainig is at bishan and so we wen there rite after 1hr of stupid dota. Edwin came and then we deicded to watch soccer after our traning. He studied while waiting.
Training was shit and i mean it. 1.6 x 4. 1rd 82sec pace. i died =D
Met up wit ed tik and rod at macs and we had dinner and w studied awhile then watch soccer.
Hahaha i got to admit watching wit frens is so damn fucking fun!
hahaha! i think i shout and scream till i lose part of my voice alr.lol
ED! TOOO BAD!! TOLD YA SPAIN WILL WIN!
TIK U ARE JUS LUCKY!
Btw i said tat spain wld win 4-0. I shld hav bought it...wasted.
Got homee at 11plus and i studied till 1am.
maybe i shall continue studying!hahah or i shld slp!HMMMM.....

got to wake up early tmr....nite!

WOah! yeah tat is wat i wld describe the few days i have been through man! and its good.
Hmm where can i begin.

Ok finally after thinking for a long long time, i've decided to attend weijie's "party" at DXO and wat's best, is that EDWIN! decided that he wanted to pay for me for the tickets as my long oeverdue birthday gift.thx thx thx. Before that i had training and training was shit, cause after that my butt was hurting till i couldnt sit. Anyway i took a quick shower (mind u a very very quick shower) and got dress up for the party. Met up wit my all time fav midget andrew at City hall and we had dinner at bk/subway at raffles place and soon later weijie the man came. We walk to esplanade to meet our other brother Edwin who was early!
Then we bought the tickets and made our way to DXO. We wen in and listen to tis goth cum metal band and decided to watch the soccer match instead.lol
The match was fun and they bought many drinks and weijie was getting red all over(face). Soon rodney and tik came and we watch the match till it finish.
there was tis aus behind us and when austria score the guy came and said "give me some love man!"ahaha. Was damn funny.
After the game we wen in again and jus walk ard and they drank while i drank my coke!woohoo! non-alcholic drink rox! Tok crap and hahaha look "ard".hehehe
I wen off at ard 11plus and reach home at midnite jus intime for the next match. It was fun and i ended up slping at 5.

I woke up with a headache tat cld kill man.

I'm Sorry
Some would say I lied.
But I think that I tried
To give you what you needed
And to save a love that died.

I'm sorry for hurting your feelings
For causing you so much pain.
Sorry for the changes,
And sorry for all the rain

That my love poured upon your heart
And I'm sorry for the stain
That my love left upon your life
Creating so much pain.

I tried to give a love
That was so real and true
But after all the tears you cried
I say,

I'm sorry
To you.

Was jus thinking of stuff and today she is leaving for expedition again and although we hav not met for weeks i jus felt emptier today.
So i wrote tis for her but she will nvr get to see tis i suppose. i dunno

Ok well i saw my "fren" nick and she was apparantly listening to tis song called "she hates me" by puddle of mudd.
So i was curious and wen i d/l the song i started laughing.hahaha cause i shld be listening to it instead!haha

Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued

in a trapp trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la loveI tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no

In a trapped trip I can't grip never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
[Chorus]

that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad 'cause i'm a fool for all i've said
[Chorus]
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust

and she tore my feelings like I had none
she fucking hates me
i never got her nember she fucking hates me lets do the whole third versa again
i never got any action anyway

heres the lyircs. u wan the song jus ask me =D

Hmm today is one of the few saturdays tat i'm staying home. This is so boring man!
Listening to angels and devils now by dishwalla.
Well anyway caught world cup first match ytd and it was ok. Germany played well but CR were jus not good enuf i think. But germany last and first goal was damn nice. Great shot.

Hmm i got home at 10plus ytd nite. In the morning wen for bio lecture then later met up wit yasmin and her fren to study at woodlands lib. It was raning heavily man and i did manage to stduy abit.
Met up with sufyan at the mosque as usual and after tat i wen back to sch to slp while waiting for traning to start.
Ok traning was not fun and furthermore i was still sick but well who cares. After training i rush down to hospital to visit my cousin. Jus wen i reach the hospital my uncle ask me to carry stuff to his car. Then wen i came back dad ask me follow him go mosque to pray and i had to walk all the way to sultan mosque. Mind u WALK. ahahahah.
Finally i got back at i got to hold my cute cus and it was my 1st time carrying few days old baby!.
Then wen out wit mum and dad for dinner at railway station and i waited 30mins for ramly burger for my freaking brother.

Got home at 10 plus and was totally shag but luckily i had 2 redbull with me.
Ok dunno wat to do later but most prob i'll study...zzz
Still pondering if i shld go DXO with them...hmmm

Ytd as usual met up wit yasmin and we studied at the lib at woodlands! I really got to admit i can really study.haha. Ok but then i talk crap and nonsense with her for almost and hr! Hmmm u shld ask her wat we tok abt. Then for lunch we wen to this thai restaurant and ok i admit! i choose the wrong food! i tot the rice was not only rice but with some other stuff! but oh well...

We Sudied til 5plus then wen home. Then slack at home and palyed dota. Oh ya i tok to Imran and ya he is horny and pervetic jus like the sister!hahahaha. I slept at 2plus. Btw ed! we were winning and u jus hav to hang! Tik! i'm sry nvr play wit u ur farmers revolt cause i was damn tired

Today woke up, mum called and said "RI! UR AUNT GAVE BIRTH ALR!"
i was shock!! but i was scared becos i did not know how he will turn out,but i choose to forget abt it for the moment. Then met up wit her again and studied till abt 2 and i wen off to Bugis btw i think next time we share money but hotcakes meal k cause u cant even finish 3pieces!. Reach the hospital at 3plus and my whole family was there. I felt so happy cause everything felt so happy and cheerful and i am so happy that my cus only has "golf like leg" but nth more then tat and i am sure the doctor can fix it. I love him so much cause he is so cute! I played with nadya for awhile and had lunch cum dinner with my other cusins! felt good man.

Then they left and i stayed while waiting for my mum and bro to come. I had dinner 3 times and in the end i left at 10pm.hahaha. Oh ya i kissed the baby and manage to hold him awhile. Felt so gr8.

I hav been missing tis warmness and love i hav ever since she broke up and i felt it again wen i look at my baby cusin. I may not hav her but my frens and my family are always there!

Dan faster come back from ur camp man and lets go catch a show or something ya and maybe i will allow u kick my ass in dota. Note! Maybe!

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Its a sad song with sad lyrics..

I woke up at 8am wit a terrible headache!!
Slept for only 5hrs man and i wont do tat again!

Met up with yasmin and wen to woodlands lib to study. I really study eh,hahaha. Which is so unlike me. Nvm new start i suppose. Did not bring my traning kit cause was not feeling well so studied instead.

Studied till 2plus and i was like dozing off alr man. Really i dunno how she can do it!Will power i suppose!

Then ed and rod came and we crap ard at the 3rd floor. Then after awhile i left her and actually wanted to go back sch but then somehow or rather we ended up at amk and we had the best dota game ever! For me tat is.

Got home at ard 6plus and yup here i am!

Gonna slp soon cause gonna study tmr morning again!

Ed and Dan rox man! Sheesh tat sounds weird

Yes that is the state i am in right now. Woke up tis morning and i had flu! meaning i cant go for training. Mr sara is gonna kill me on wednesday =D

Anyway caught Over the Hedge with yasmin and ya it was fun and nice. We had starbucks to and then i accompanied her to buy her bro bdae present which was so overly due! Oh ya u still owe me a bdae presenT!. It was a fun day and i ended up slping very late - 2am. Oh ya played Dota wit tik ed and rod,i think we pawn some kids ass at goddddspeeddddd.

Note - i think!

Ok now on to saturday!
Woke up at 11am, cause mum called me(on my hp!) to do housework.....anyway i drag my lazyass out of bed and when down to my kitchen to help pack some stuff.Bro came to help to.
Then dad ask us to go to our new uncle hse and we wen. Help clean and move some stuff. Then whole family came and it was fun!
Then andrew called and we plan to meet up at 5pm. I was late cause of family! Anyway met up with drew and then wit weijie and his girl"fren". Wen for the play and then i halfway wen off cause wanted to go for dinner. Once in awhile occasion.
I was so proud! i put family first this time! oh and i made my mum told every1 tat.haha

Anyway i sms somebody on the way there and the reply was jus damn sad. We are like strangers now. I jus wonder wat i did to deserve all this. Part of me even want to take ...... but part of me still cares. I guess one day she will jus realise it. But for now and ever i hav my bros! Funny huh, i always tot guys do the screwing ard but it turn out to be the other way.Wen home late again and as usual i slept at 2am plus.

I cant really rmb wat i did on sunday except tat i wen to eat at tpy wit family and chat online with edwin and yasmin till 2am then i studied till 3am.
Oh dota wit edwin and my pa not bad =D

Listening to - The Fray - over ur head